Don't expect everyone (friends, family, well-meaning Christians) to understand your journey as a single Christian over 35, especially if they've never walked your path! You do have a loving Savior who understands. (Hebrews 4:15-16).
Hebrews 4:15-16 -Living Bible
"This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses since he had the same temptations we do, though he never once gave way to them and sinned. So let us come boldly to the very throne of God and stay there to receive his mercy and to find grace to help us in our times of need."